H\u1eccC TR\u00d2 V\u00c0 B\u1ea0N B\u00c8 T\u00d4I \u1edf ph\u01b0\u01a1ng T\u00e2y \u0111\u00e3 k\u1ec3 cho t\u00f4i nhi\u1ec1u c\u00e2u chuy\u1ec7n h\u1ee9ng kh\u1edfi v\u1ec1 nh\u1eefng ng\u01b0\u1eddi khi ch\u1ebft \u0111\u00e3 \u0111\u01b0\u1ee3c gi\u00e1o hu\u1ea5n c\u1ee7a Ph\u1eadt c\u1ee9u gi\u00fap. T\u00f4i xin k\u1ec3 l\u1ea1i \u1edf \u0111\u00e2y hai c\u00e2u chuy\u1ec7n v\u1ec1 hai h\u1ecdc tr\u00f2 t\u00f4i v\u00e0 v\u1ec1 c\u00e1ch h\u1ecd \u0111\u1ed1i di\u1ec7n v\u1edbi ch\u1ebft.<\/p>\n
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DOROTHY<\/p>\n
Dorothy l\u00e0 m\u1ed9t h\u1ecdc tr\u00f2 c\u1ee7a t\u00f4i, ch\u1ebft v\u00ec b\u1ec7nh ung th\u01b0 t\u1ea1i vi\u1ec7n d\u01b0\u1ee1ng l\u00e3o St. Christopher \u1edf Lu\u00e2n \u0111\u00f4n n\u01b0\u1edbc Anh. C\u00f4 \u1ea5y \u0111\u00e3 l\u00e0 m\u1ed9t ngh\u1ec7 s\u0129 t\u00e0i n\u0103ng v\u00e0 ng\u01b0\u1eddi th\u00eau ren, nh\u00e0 l\u1ecbch s\u1eed ngh\u1ec7 thu\u1eadt v\u00e0 ng\u01b0\u1eddi h\u01b0\u1edbng d\u1eabn du l\u1ecbch, v\u00e0 c\u0169ng l\u00e0 ng\u01b0\u1eddi tr\u1ecb li\u1ec7u m\u1ea7u s\u1eafc v\u00e0 ng\u01b0\u1eddi ch\u1eefa l\u00e0nh. B\u1ed1 c\u1ee7a c\u00f4 \u1ea5y l\u00e0 m\u1ed9t ng\u01b0\u1eddi ch\u1eefa l\u00e0nh n\u1ed5i ti\u1ebfng, v\u00e0 c\u00f4 \u1ea5y c\u00f3 s\u1ef1 k\u00ednh tr\u1ecdng l\u1edbn v\u1edbi m\u1ecdi t\u00f4n gi\u00e1o v\u00e0 truy\u1ec1n th\u1ed1ng t\u00e2m linh. Ch\u1ec9 \u0111\u1ebfn cu\u1ed1i \u0111\u1eddi c\u00f4 \u1ea5y \u0111\u00e3 kh\u00e1m ph\u00e1 ra Ph\u1eadt gi\u00e1o, v\u00e0 tr\u1edf th\u00e0nh, nh\u01b0 c\u00f4 n\u00f3i “b\u1ecb m\u00f3c v\u00e0o”; c\u00f4 \u1ea5y n\u00f3i c\u00f4 \u1ea5y \u0111\u00e3 th\u1ea5y gi\u00e1o hu\u1ea5n c\u1ee7a n\u00f3 cho c\u00f4 \u1ea5y c\u00e1i nh\u00ecn \u0111\u1ea7y \u0111\u1ee7 v\u00e0 h\u1ebft s\u1ee9c th\u00fa v\u1ecb v\u1ec1 b\u1ea3n ch\u1ea5t c\u1ee7a th\u1ef1c t\u1ea1i. \u0110\u1ec3 m\u1ed9t s\u1ed1 b\u1ea1n t\u00e2m linh c\u1ee7a c\u00f4 \u1ea5y, nh\u1eefng ng\u01b0\u1eddi \u0111\u00e3 ch\u0103m s\u00f3c c\u00f4 \u1ea5y khi c\u00f4 \u1ea5y s\u1eafp ch\u1ebft, k\u1ec3 cho b\u1ea1n theo l\u1eddi c\u1ee7a ch\u00ednh h\u1ecd v\u1ec1 c\u00e1ch Dorothy \u0111\u00e3 \u0111\u01b0\u1ee3c gi\u00e1o hu\u1ea5n gi\u00fap \u0111\u1ee1 ra sao khi c\u00f4 \u1ea5y ch\u1ebft:<\/p>\n
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C\u00e1i ch\u1ebft c\u1ee7a Dorothy l\u00e0 ngu\u1ed3n h\u1ee9ng kh\u1edfi cho t\u1ea5t c\u1ea3 ch\u00fang t\u00f4i. C\u00f4 \u1ea5y ch\u1ebft v\u1edbi duy\u00ean d\u00e1ng v\u00e0 nh\u00e2n ph\u1ea9m th\u1ebf, v\u00e0 m\u1ecdi ng\u01b0\u1eddi \u0111\u1ebfn trong ti\u1ebfp x\u00fac v\u1edbi c\u00f4 \u1ea5y \u0111\u1ec1u c\u1ea3m th\u1ea5y s\u1ee9c m\u1ea1nh c\u1ee7a c\u00f4 \u1ea5y – c\u00e1c b\u00e1c s\u0129, y t\u00e1, \u0111i\u1ec1u d\u01b0\u1ee1ng vi\u00ean, c\u00e1c b\u1ec7nh nh\u00e2n kh\u00e1c, v\u00e0 kh\u00f4ng \u00edt c\u00e1c b\u1ea1n t\u00e2m linh c\u1ee7a c\u00f4 \u1ea5y, nh\u1eefng ng\u01b0\u1eddi \u0111\u00e3 \u0111\u1ee7 may m\u1eafn \u1edf quanh c\u00f4 \u1ea5y trong nh\u1eefng tu\u1ea7n cu\u1ed1i c\u00f9ng c\u1ee7a cu\u1ed9c \u0111\u1eddi c\u00f4 \u1ea5y.<\/p>\n
Khi ch\u00fang t\u00f4i t\u1edbi th\u0103m Dorothy t\u1ea1i nh\u00e0 tr\u01b0\u1edbc khi c\u00f4 \u1ea5y \u0111i nh\u00e0 d\u01b0\u1ee1ng l\u00e3o, \u0111i\u1ec1u r\u00f5 r\u00e0ng l\u00e0 b\u1ec7nh ung th\u01b0 \u0111ang \u1edf giai \u0111o\u1ea1n k\u1ecbch ph\u00e1t, v\u00e0 c\u00e1c c\u01a1 quan c\u1ee7a c\u00f4 \u1ea5y b\u1eaft \u0111\u1ea7u kh\u00f4ng l\u00e0m vi\u1ec7c. C\u00f4 \u1ea5y \u0111\u00e3 ph\u1ea3i d\u00f9ng thu\u1ed1c gi\u1ea3m \u0111au h\u01a1n m\u1ed9t n\u0103m nay v\u00e0 gi\u1edd c\u00f4 \u1ea5y \u0103n u\u1ed1ng r\u1ea5t kh\u00f3 kh\u0103n; v\u1eady m\u00e0 c\u00f4 \u1ea5y kh\u00f4ng bao gi\u1edd ph\u00e0n n\u00e0n, v\u00e0 b\u1ea1n s\u1ebd kh\u00f4ng bao gi\u1edd bi\u1ebft r\u1eb1ng th\u1ef1c ra c\u00f4 \u1ea5y \u0111ang \u0111au gh\u00ea g\u1edbm. C\u00f4 \u1ea5y \u0111\u00e3 g\u1ea7y \u0111i kh\u1ee7ng khi\u1ebfp, v\u00e0 c\u00f3 nh\u1eefng l\u00fac r\u00f5 r\u00e0ng c\u00f4 \u1ea5y \u0111\u00e3 hi\u1ec3n nhi\u00ean ki\u1ec7t s\u1ee9c. Nh\u01b0ng b\u1ea5t k\u00ec l\u00fac n\u00e0y m\u1ecdi ng\u01b0\u1eddi t\u1edbi th\u0103m c\u00f4 \u1ea5y, c\u00f4 \u1ea5y \u0111\u1ec1u ch\u00e0o h\u1ecfi v\u00e0 ti\u1ebfp chuy\u1ec7n v\u1edbi h\u1ecd, to\u1ea3 ra n\u0103ng l\u01b0\u1ee3ng kh\u00e1c th\u01b0\u1eddng v\u00e0 ni\u1ec1m vui chu \u0111\u00e1o ch\u00e2n th\u00e0nh kh\u00f4ng h\u1ec1 c\u1ea1n. M\u1ed9t trong nh\u1eefng \u0111i\u1ec1u y\u00eau th\u00edch c\u1ee7a c\u00f4 \u1ea5y l\u00e0 n\u1eb1m tr\u00ean gi\u01b0\u1eddng, v\u00e0 nghe b\u0103ng gi\u00e1o hu\u1ea5n c\u1ee7a \u0110\u1ea1i s\u01b0 Sogyal, v\u00e0 c\u00f4 \u1ea5y r\u1ea5t vui s\u01b0\u1edbng khi \u0110\u1ea1i s\u01b0 g\u1eedi cho c\u00f4 \u1ea5y m\u1ed9t s\u1ed1 b\u0103ng t\u1eeb Paris, \u0111i\u1ec1u \u00f4ng \u1ea5y \u0111\u00e3 n\u00f3i ch\u1eafc c\u00f3 ngh\u0129a \u0111\u1eb7c bi\u1ec7t cho c\u00f4 \u1ea5y.<\/p>\n
Dorothy chu\u1ea9n b\u1ecb v\u00e0 l\u1eadp k\u1ebf ho\u1ea1ch cho ch\u1ebft c\u1ee7a c\u00f4 \u1ea5y \u0111\u1ebfn t\u1eadn chi ti\u1ebft cu\u1ed1i c\u00f9ng. C\u00f4 \u1ea5y mu\u1ed1n kh\u00f4ng c\u00f2n vi\u1ec7c n\u00e0o dang d\u1edf \u0111\u1ec3 ng\u01b0\u1eddi kh\u00e1c ph\u1ea3i gi\u1ea3i quy\u1ebft, v\u00e0 \u0111\u00e3 d\u00e0nh nhi\u1ec1u th\u00e1ng l\u00e0m m\u1ecdi thu x\u1ebfp th\u1ef1c t\u1ebf. C\u00f4 \u1ea5y d\u01b0\u1eddng nh\u01b0 kh\u00f4ng c\u00f3 b\u1ea5t k\u00ec s\u1ee3 ch\u1ebft n\u00e0o, nh\u01b0ng mu\u1ed1n c\u1ea3m th\u1ea5y r\u1eb1ng kh\u00f4ng c\u00f2n c\u00e1i g\u00ec b\u1ecb b\u1ecf l\u1ea1i ch\u01b0a ho\u00e0n th\u00e0nh, v\u00e0 r\u1eb1ng c\u00f4 \u1ea5y c\u00f3 th\u1ec3 ti\u1ebfn \u0111\u1ebfn ch\u1ebft kh\u00f4ng sao l\u00e3ng. C\u00f4 \u1ea5y t\u00ecm th\u1ea5y nhi\u1ec1u tho\u1ea3i m\u00e1i t\u1eeb vi\u1ec7c bi\u1ebft r\u1eb1ng c\u00f4 \u1ea5y \u0111\u00e3 kh\u00f4ng l\u00e0m h\u1ea1i cho ng\u01b0\u1eddi kh\u00e1c trong \u0111\u1eddi m\u00ecnh v\u00e0 r\u1eb1ng c\u00f4 \u1ea5y \u0111\u00e3 nh\u1eadn \u0111\u01b0\u1ee3c v\u00e0 tu\u00e2n theo gi\u00e1o hu\u1ea5n; nh\u01b0 c\u00f4 \u1ea5y n\u00f3i: “T\u00f4i \u0111\u00e3 l\u00e0m xong b\u00e0i t\u1eadp v\u1ec1 nh\u00e0.”<\/p>\n
Khi \u0111\u1ebfn l\u00fac Dorothy ph\u1ea3i v\u00e0o nh\u00e0 d\u01b0\u1ee1ng l\u00e3o, v\u00e0 r\u1eddi kh\u1ecfi c\u0103n h\u1ed9 c\u1ee7a m\u00ecnh l\u1ea7n cu\u1ed1i – m\u1ed9t c\u0103n h\u1ed9 \u0111\u1ea7y nh\u1eefng kho b\u00e1u \u0111\u1eb9p \u0111\u1ebd qua nhi\u1ec1u n\u0103m \u2013 c\u00f4 \u1ea5y ra \u0111i v\u1edbi m\u1ed9t t\u00fai du l\u1ecbch nh\u1ecf v\u00e0 th\u1eadm ch\u00ed kh\u00f4ng ngo\u00e1i nh\u00ecn l\u1ea1i. C\u00f4 \u1ea5y \u0111\u00e3 \u0111em cho h\u1ea7u h\u1ebft t\u00e0i s\u1ea3n c\u00e1 nh\u00e2n c\u1ee7a m\u00ecnh, nh\u01b0ng c\u00f4 \u1ea5y v\u1eabn gi\u1eef m\u1ed9t b\u1ee9c h\u00ecnh nh\u1ecf c\u1ee7a \u0110\u1ea1i s\u01b0 m\u00e0 c\u00f4 \u1ea5y bao gi\u1edd c\u0169ng mang theo m\u00ecnh, v\u00e0 m\u1ed9t cu\u1ed1n s\u00e1ch nh\u1ecf c\u1ee7a th\u1ea7y v\u1ec1 thi\u1ec1n. C\u00f4 \u1ea5y \u0111\u00e3 tinh ch\u1ebf cu\u1ed9c \u0111\u1eddi m\u00ecnh trong c\u00e1i t\u00fai nh\u1ecf \u0111\u00f3: “du h\u00e0nh nh\u1eb9 nh\u00e0ng,” c\u00f4 \u1ea5y g\u1ecdi n\u00f3 nh\u01b0 v\u1eady. C\u00f4 \u1ea5y r\u1ea5t th\u1ef1c t\u1ebf v\u1ec1 vi\u1ec7c ra \u0111i, d\u01b0\u1eddng nh\u01b0 l\u00e0 c\u00f4 \u1ea5y ch\u1ec9 \u0111i mua s\u1eafm; c\u00f4 \u1ea5y \u0111\u01a1n gi\u1ea3n n\u00f3i “T\u1ea1m bi\u1ec7t c\u0103n h\u1ed9 nh\u00e9,” v\u1eaby tay v\u00e0 b\u01b0\u1edbc ra kh\u1ecfi c\u1eeda.<\/p>\n
C\u0103n ph\u00f2ng c\u1ee7a c\u00f4 \u1ea5y trong tr\u1ea1i d\u01b0\u1ee1ng l\u00e3o \u0111\u00e3 tr\u1edf th\u00e0nh m\u1ed9t ch\u1ed7 r\u1ea5t \u0111\u1eb7c bi\u1ec7t. Bao gi\u1edd c\u0169ng c\u00f3 n\u1ebfn th\u1eafp s\u00e1ng tr\u00ean b\u00e0n c\u1ea1nh gi\u01b0\u1eddng ph\u00eda tr\u01b0\u1edbc \u1ea3nh c\u1ee7a \u0110\u1ea1i s\u01b0, v\u00e0 m\u1ed9t l\u1ea7n khi ai \u0111\u00f3 h\u1ecfi c\u00f4 \u1ea5y li\u1ec7u c\u00f4 \u1ea5y c\u00f3 mu\u1ed1n n\u00f3i chuy\u1ec7n v\u1edbi \u00f4ng \u1ea5y kh\u00f4ng, c\u00f4 \u1ea5y m\u1ec9m c\u01b0\u1eddi nh\u00ecn l\u00ean t\u1ea5m \u1ea3nh v\u00e0 n\u00f3i: “Kh\u00f4ng, kh\u00f4ng c\u1ea7n \u0111\u00e2u, \u00f4ng \u1ea5y bao gi\u1edd c\u0169ng \u1edf \u0111\u00e2y m\u00e0!” C\u00f4 \u1ea5t th\u01b0\u1eddng nh\u1eafc t\u1edbi l\u1eddi khuy\u00ean c\u1ee7a \u0110\u1ea1i s\u01b0 v\u1ec1 vi\u1ec7c t\u1ea1o ra “m\u00f4i tr\u01b0\u1eddng \u0111\u00fang,” v\u00e0 c\u00f3 m\u1ed9t b\u1ee9c v\u1ebd \u0111\u1eb9p v\u1ec1 c\u1ea7u v\u1ed3ng tr\u00ean t\u01b0\u1eddng ph\u00eda tr\u01b0\u1edbc c\u00f4 \u1ea5y; c\u00f3 hoa \u1edf kh\u1eafp m\u1ecdi n\u01a1i, do kh\u00e1ch th\u0103m c\u00f4 \u1ea5y \u0111em \u0111\u1ebfn.<\/p>\n
Dorothy v\u1eabn ki\u1ec3m so\u00e1t \u0111\u01b0\u1ee3c t\u00ecnh hu\u1ed1ng, cho t\u1edbi t\u1eadn c\u00f9ng, v\u00e0 tin c\u1eady c\u1ee7a c\u00f4 \u1ea5y v\u00e0o gi\u00e1o hu\u1ea5n d\u01b0\u1eddng nh\u01b0 kh\u00f4ng bao gi\u1edd lung lay, d\u00f9 ch\u1ec9 m\u1ed9t gi\u00e2y. C\u00f3 c\u1ea3m t\u01b0\u1edfng r\u1eb1ng c\u00f4 \u1ea5y \u0111ang gi\u00fap \u0111\u1ee1 ch\u00fang t\u00f4i, thay v\u00ec nh\u1eefng ng\u01b0\u1eddi kh\u00e1c \u1edf xung quanh! C\u00f4 \u1ea5y lu\u00f4n vui \u0111\u00f9a, tin t\u01b0\u1edfng, h\u00e0i h\u01b0\u1edbc v\u00e0 c\u00f3 ph\u1ea9m gi\u00e1 v\u1ec1 c\u00f4 \u1ea5y, \u0111i\u1ec1u ch\u00fang t\u00f4i th\u1ea5y n\u1ea3y sinh t\u1eeb can \u0111\u1ea3m v\u00e0 t\u1ef1 l\u1ef1c c\u1ee7a c\u00f4 \u1ea5y. Vui v\u1ebb m\u00e0 c\u00f4 \u1ea5y bao gi\u1edd c\u0169ng ch\u00e0o \u0111\u00f3n ch\u00fang t\u00f4i \u0111\u00e3 \u00e2m th\u1ea7m gi\u00fap ch\u00fang t\u00f4i hi\u1ec3u \u0111\u01b0\u1ee3c r\u1eb1ng ch\u1ebft kh\u00f4ng ph\u1ea3i l\u00e0 c\u00e1i g\u00ec \u0111en t\u1ed1i hay kh\u1ee7ng khi\u1ebfp. \u0110\u00e2y \u0111\u00e3 l\u00e0 m\u00f3n qu\u00e0 c\u1ee7a c\u00f4 \u1ea5y cho ch\u00fang t\u00f4i, v\u00e0 n\u00f3 l\u00e0m cho ch\u00fang t\u00f4i c\u1ea3m th\u1ea5y vinh d\u1ef1 v\u00e0 \u0111\u01b0\u1ee3c \u0111\u1eb7c quy\u1ec1n \u1edf b\u00ean c\u00f4 \u1ea5y.<\/p>\n
Ch\u00fang t\u00f4i \u0111\u00e3 g\u1ea7n nh\u01b0 tr\u1edf n\u00ean ph\u1ee5 thu\u1ed9c v\u00e0o s\u1ee9c m\u1ea1nh c\u1ee7a Dorothy, cho n\u00ean ch\u00ednh \u0111i\u1ec1u khi\u00eam t\u1ed1n v\u1edbi ch\u00fang t\u00f4i l\u00e0 khi ch\u00fang t\u00f4i nhn ra r\u1eb1ng c\u00f4 \u1ea5y c\u1ea7n t\u1edbi s\u1ee9c m\u1ea1nh v\u00e0 s\u1ef1 h\u1ed7 tr\u1ee3 c\u1ee7a ch\u00fang t\u00f4i. C\u00f4 \u1ea5y s\u1eafp tr\u1ea3i qua nh\u1eefng chi ti\u1ebft cu\u1ed1i c\u00f9ng v\u1ec1 \u0111\u00e1m tang c\u1ee7a c\u00f4 \u1ea5y, th\u00ec \u0111\u1ed9t nhi\u00ean ch\u00fang t\u00f4i th\u1ea5y r\u1eb1ng, sau khi \u0111\u00e3 quan t\u00e2m th\u1ebf v\u1edbi ng\u01b0\u1eddi kh\u00e1c, \u0111i\u1ec1u c\u00f4 \u1ea5y c\u1ea7n b\u00e2y gi\u1edd l\u00e0 bu\u00f4ng b\u1ecf m\u1ecdi chi ti\u1ebft n\u00e0y v\u00e0 chuy\u1ec3n s\u1ef1 ch\u00fa \u00fd c\u1ee7a c\u00f4 \u1ea5y v\u00e0o b\u1ea3n th\u00e2n c\u00f4 \u1ea5y. V\u00e0 c\u00f4 \u1ea5y c\u1ea7n ch\u00fang t\u00f4i cho ph\u00e9p c\u00f4 \u1ea5y l\u00e0m nh\u01b0 v\u1eady.<\/p>\n
\u0110\u00f3 l\u00e0 c\u00e1i ch\u1ebft kh\u00f3 kh\u0103n, \u0111au \u0111\u1edbn v\u00e0 Dorothy \u0111\u00e3 nh\u01b0 m\u1ed9t chi\u1ebfn binh. C\u00f4 \u1ea5y c\u1ed1 l\u00e0m nhi\u1ec1u nh\u1ea5t c\u00f3 th\u1ec3 cho b\u1ea3n th\u00e2n c\u00f4 \u1ea5y, \u0111\u1ec3 kh\u1ecfi ph\u1ea3i t\u1ea1o ra c\u00f4ng vi\u1ec7c cho c\u00e1c y t\u00e1, cho t\u1edbi kho\u1ea3nh kh\u1eafc m\u00e0 th\u00e2n th\u1ec3 c\u00f4 \u1ea5y kh\u00f4ng c\u00f2n h\u1ed7 tr\u1ee3 cho c\u00f4 \u1ea5y. C\u00f3 m\u1ed9t d\u1ecbp, khi c\u00f4 \u1ea5y v\u1eabn c\u00f2n c\u00f3 kh\u1ea3 n\u0103ng \u0111i ra kh\u1ecfi gi\u01b0\u1eddng, m\u1ed9t y t\u00e1 r\u1ea5t t\u1ebf nh\u1ecb h\u1ecfi c\u00f4 \u1ea5y li\u1ec7u ch\u1ecb c\u00f3 mu\u1ed1n ng\u1ed3i l\u00ean gh\u1ebf \u0111i ngo\u00e0i kh\u00f4ng. Dorothy v\u1eadt v\u00e3 \u0111\u1ee9ng d\u1eady, th\u1ebf r\u1ed3i c\u01b0\u1eddi v\u00e0 n\u00f3i, “Nh\u00ecn th\u00e2n th\u1ec3 n\u00e0y!” khi c\u00f4 \u1ea5y ch\u1ec9 cho ch\u00fang t\u00f4i th\u00e2n th\u1ec3 c\u00f4 \u1ea5y, \u0111\u00e3 b\u1ecb r\u00fat l\u1ea1i g\u1ea7n nh\u01b0 b\u1ed9 x\u01b0\u01a1ng. V\u1eady m\u00e0 v\u00ec th\u00e2n th\u1ec3 c\u00f4 \u1ea5y g\u1ea7n nh\u01b0 r\u1eddi ra, linh h\u1ed3n c\u1ee7a c\u00f4 \u1ea5y d\u01b0\u1eddng nh\u01b0 r\u1ea1ng ng\u1eddi v\u00e0 bay l\u00ean. D\u01b0\u1eddng nh\u01b0 c\u00f4 \u1ea5y nh\u1eadn bi\u1ebft r\u1eb1ng th\u00e2n th\u1ec3 c\u00f4 \u1ea5y \u0111\u00e3 ho\u00e0n th\u00e0nh vi\u1ec7c c\u1ee7a n\u00f3: n\u00f3 kh\u00f4ng c\u00f2n th\u1ef1c s\u1ef1 l\u00e0 “c\u00f4 \u1ea5y” n\u1eefa m\u00e0 l\u00e0 c\u00e1i g\u00ec \u0111\u00f3 c\u00f4 \u1ea5y \u0111\u00e3 t\u1ea1m tr\u00fa v\u00e0 b\u00e2y gi\u1edd c\u00f4 \u1ea5y s\u1eb5n s\u00e0ng bu\u00f4ng b\u1ecf.<\/p>\n
V\u1edbi m\u1ecdi \u00e1nh s\u00e1ng v\u00e0 vui v\u1ebb bao quanh Dorothy, r\u00f5 r\u00e0ng l\u00e0 ch\u1ebft ho\u00e0n to\u00e0n kh\u00f4ng \u0111\u01a1n gi\u1ea3n ch\u00fat n\u00e0o; th\u1ef1c ra n\u00f3 l\u00e0 vi\u1ec7c r\u1ea5t v\u1ea5t v\u1ea3. C\u00f3 nh\u1eefng kho\u1ea3nh kh\u1eafc bu\u1ed3n th\u1ea3m v\u00e0 \u0111au th\u01b0\u01a1ng, nh\u01b0ng c\u00f4 \u1ea5y \u0111\u00e3 tr\u1ea3i qua nh\u1eefng ch\u00fang v\u1edbi duy\u00ean d\u00e1ng v\u00e0 ngh\u1ecb l\u1ef1c v\u00f4 c\u00f9ng. Sau m\u1ed9t \u0111\u00eam \u0111au c\u00f9ng c\u1ef1c c\u00f4 \u1ea5y \u0111\u00e3 s\u1ee5p \u0111\u1ed5, c\u00f4 \u1ea5y b\u1eaft \u0111\u1ea7u s\u1ee3 r\u1eb1ng c\u00f4 \u1ea5y c\u00f3 th\u1ec3 ch\u1ebft b\u1ea5t k\u00ec kho\u1ea3nh kh\u1eafc n\u00e0o, m\u1ed9t m\u00ecnh to\u00e0n b\u1ed9, v\u00e0 do v\u1eady c\u00f4 \u1ea5y \u0111\u00e3 y\u00eau c\u1ea7u m\u1ed9t ng\u01b0\u1eddi trong ch\u00fang t\u00f4i \u1edf l\u1ea1i c\u00f9ng c\u00f4 \u1ea5y m\u1ecdi l\u00fac. T\u1eeb l\u00fac \u0111\u00f3 ch\u00fang t\u00f4i b\u1eaft \u0111\u1ea7u thay nhau tr\u1ef1c 24 ti\u1ebfng.<\/p>\n
Dorothy tu luy\u1ec7n h\u00e0ng ng\u00e0y, v\u00e0 tu luy\u1ec7n l\u00e0m thu\u1ea7n khi\u1ebft Kim C\u01b0\u01a1ng T\u00e1t \u0110o\u1ea3 l\u00e0 tu luy\u1ec7n c\u00f4 \u1ea5y y\u00eau th\u00edch. \u0110\u1ea1i s\u01b0 \u0111\u00e3 gi\u1edbi thi\u1ec7u c\u00e1c gi\u00e1o hu\u1ea5n v\u1ec1 ch\u1ebft cho c\u00f4 \u1ea5y \u0111\u1ecdc, c\u00f3 bao h\u00e0m tu luy\u1ec7n b\u1ea3n ch\u1ea5t v\u1ec1 chuy\u1ec3n th\u1ee9c. \u0110\u00f4i khi ch\u00fang t\u00f4i ng\u1ed3i c\u00f9ng nhau \u0111\u1ecdc to t\u1eebng \u0111o\u1ea1n cho c\u00f4 \u1ea5y; \u0111\u00f4i khi ch\u00fang t\u00f4i t\u1ee5ng m\u1eadt ch\u00fa c\u1ee7a Li\u00ean Hoa Sinh; \u0111\u00f4i khi ch\u00fang t\u00f4i ch\u1ec9 \u0111\u01a1n gi\u1ea3n ng\u1ed3i trong im l\u1eb7ng m\u1ed9t ch\u1ed1c. Do v\u1eady ch\u00fang t\u00f4i \u0111\u00e3 ph\u00e1t tri\u1ec3n m\u1ed9t nh\u1ecbp \u0111i\u1ec7u th\u1ea3nh th\u01a1i, nh\u1eb9 nh\u00e0ng cho vi\u1ec7c tu luy\u1ec7n v\u00e0 an \u0111\u1ecbnh. C\u00f3 nh\u1eefng l\u00fac c\u00f4 \u1ea5y \u0111ang m\u01a1 m\u00e0ng, r\u1ed3i t\u1ec9nh d\u1eady n\u00f3i: “\u00d4, th\u1ebf n\u00e0y ch\u1eb3ng d\u1ec5 ch\u1ecbu l\u1eafm sao!” Khi c\u00f4 \u1ea5y d\u01b0\u1eddng nh\u01b0 c\u00f3 ngh\u1ecb l\u1ef1c v\u00e0 s\u1ed1nh \u0111\u1ed9ng h\u01a1n, v\u00e0 n\u1ebfu c\u00f4 \u1ea5y c\u1ea3m th\u1ea5y th\u00edch, ch\u00fang t\u00f4i s\u1ebd \u0111\u1ecdc c\u00e1c \u0111o\u1ea1n t\u1eeb gi\u00e1o hu\u1ea5n trung \u1ea5m, \u0111\u1ec3 cho c\u00f4 \u1ea5y c\u00f3 th\u1ec3 nh\u1eadn di\u1ec7n c\u00e1c giai \u0111o\u1ea1n c\u00f4 \u1ea5y s\u1ebd tr\u1ea3i qua. T\u1ea5t c\u1ea3 ch\u00fang t\u00f4i \u0111\u1ec1u ng\u1ea1c nhi\u00ean r\u1eb1ng sao c\u00f4 \u1ea5y t\u1ec9nh t\u00e1o v\u00e0 t\u01b0\u01a1i t\u1ec9nh \u0111\u1ebfn th\u1ebf, nh\u01b0ng c\u00f4 \u1ea5y mu\u1ed1n gi\u1eef cho vi\u1ec7c tu luy\u1ec7n c\u1ee7a m\u00ecnh r\u1ea5t \u0111\u01a1n gi\u1ea3n – ch\u1ec9 c\u00f2n ph\u1ea7n b\u1ea3n ch\u1ea5t. Khi ch\u00fang t\u00f4i t\u1edbi \u0111\u1ed5i “ca” bao gi\u1edd ch\u00fang t\u00f4i c\u0169ng ph\u1ea3i ng\u1ee1 ngh\u00ecng b\u1edfi b\u1ea7u kh\u00f4ng kh\u00ed an b\u00ecnh trong ph\u00f2ng, Dorothy v\u1eabn n\u1eb1m \u0111\u00f3, m\u1eaft v\u1eabn m\u1edf to, nh\u00ecn ch\u0103m ch\u0103m v\u00e0o kh\u00f4ng gian, ngay c\u1ea3 khi c\u00f4 \u1ea5y ng\u1ee7, v\u00e0 ng\u01b0\u1eddi tr\u00f4ng c\u00f4 \u1ea5y, \u0111ang ng\u1ed3i hay y\u00ean t\u0129nh nh\u1ea9m \u0111\u1ecdc m\u1eadt ch\u00fa.<\/p>\n
\u0110\u1ea1i s\u01b0 th\u01b0\u1eddng v\u1eabn g\u1ecdi \u0111i\u1ec7n tho\u1ea1i \u0111\u1ec3 xem b\u1ec7nh t\u00ecnh c\u00f4 \u1ea5y ti\u1ebfn tri\u1ec3n \u0111\u1ebfn \u0111\u00e2u, v\u00e0 h\u1ecd n\u00f3i chuy\u1ec7n tho\u1ea3i m\u00e1i v\u1ec1 vi\u1ec7c c\u00f4 \u1ea5y \u0111ang t\u1edbi g\u1ea7n ch\u1ebft th\u1ebf n\u00e0o. Dorothy n\u00f3i theo c\u00e1ch th\u1ef1c t\u1ebf v\u00e0 n\u00f3i nh\u1eefng \u0111i\u1ec1u nh\u01b0, “ch\u1ec9 c\u00f2n v\u00e0i ng\u00e0y n\u1eefa \u0111\u1ec3 \u0111i th\u00f4i, th\u01b0a \u0110\u1ea1i s\u01b0.” M\u1ed9t h\u00f4m c\u00e1c y t\u00e1 \u0111\u1ea9y chi\u1ebfc xe l\u0103n c\u00f3 \u0111\u1eb7t \u0111i\u1ec7n tho\u1ea1i t\u1edbi v\u00e0 n\u00f3i. “C\u00f3 \u0111i\u1ec7n tho\u1ea1i t\u1eeb Amsterdam.” Dorothy t\u01b0\u01a1i t\u1ec9nh l\u00ean ngay l\u1eadp t\u1ee9c, v\u00e0 s\u00f4i n\u1ed5i m\u1eebng r\u1ee1 khi nh\u1eadn \u0111\u01b0\u1ee3c \u0111i\u1ec7n tho\u1ea1i t\u1eeb \u0110\u1ea1i s\u01b0. Sau khi c\u00f4 \u1ea5y treo m\u00e1y c\u00f4 \u1ea5y t\u01b0\u01a1i c\u01b0\u1eddi v\u1edbi ch\u00fang t\u00f4i v\u00e0 n\u00f3i th\u1ea7y \u0111\u00e3 b\u1ea3o c\u00f4 \u1ea5y r\u1eb1ng c\u00f4 \u1ea5y kh\u00f4ng c\u1ea7n t\u1eadp trung v\u00e0o vi\u1ec7c \u0111\u1ecdc v\u0103n b\u1ea3n n\u1eefa, v\u00e0 r\u1eb1ng b\u00e2y gi\u1edd l\u00e0 l\u00fac \u0111\u01a1n gi\u1ea3n “an \u0111\u1ecbnh trong b\u1ea3n t\u00ednh t\u00e2m tr\u00ed; an \u0111\u1ecbnh trong ch\u00f3i s\u00e1ng.” Khi c\u00f4 \u1ea5y r\u1ea5t g\u1ea7n ch\u1ebft, \u0110\u1ea1i s\u01b0 g\u1ecdi \u0111i\u1ec7n cho c\u00f4 \u1ea5y l\u1ea7n cu\u1ed1i, c\u00f4 \u1ea5y b\u1ea3o ch\u00fang t\u00f4i r\u1eb1ng th\u1ea7y \u0111\u00e3 n\u00f3i, “\u0110\u1eebng qu\u00ean ch\u00fang t\u00f4i; th\u1ec9nh tho\u1ea3ng l\u1ea1i th\u0103m ch\u00fang t\u00f4i!”<\/p>\n
M\u1ed9t l\u1ea7n khi b\u00e1c s\u0129 \u0111\u1ebfn \u0111\u1ec3 ki\u1ec3m tra s\u1ee9c kho\u1ebb c\u00f4 \u1ea5y v\u00e0 \u0111i\u1ec1u ch\u1ec9nh thu\u1ed1c thang, Dorothy gi\u1ea3i th\u00edch, m\u1ed9t c\u00e1ch th\u1eb3ng th\u1eafn v\u00e0 gi\u1ea3n d\u1ecb d\u1ec5 th\u01b0\u01a1ng, “B\u00e1c s\u0129 th\u1ea5y \u0111\u1ea5y, t\u00f4i l\u00e0 m\u1ed9t h\u1ecdc tr\u00f2 c\u1ee7a Ph\u1eadt gi\u00e1o, v\u00e0 ch\u00fang t\u00f4i tin r\u1eb1ng khi m\u00ecnh ch\u1ebft m\u00ecnh s\u1ebd th\u1ea5y r\u1ea5t nhi\u1ec1u \u00e1nh s\u00e1ng. T\u00f4i ngh\u0129 r\u1eb1ng t\u00f4i b\u1eaft \u0111\u1ea7u th\u1ea5y v\u00e0i ch\u1edbp \u00e1nh s\u00e1ng, nh\u01b0ng t\u00f4i ch\u01b0a th\u1ef1c th\u1ea5y n\u00f3.” C\u00e1c b\u00e1c s\u0129 s\u1eefng s\u1edd b\u1edfi s\u1ef1 r\u00f5 r\u00e0ng v\u00e0 s\u1ef1 s\u1ed1ng \u0111\u1ed9ng c\u1ee7a c\u00f4 \u1ea5y, \u0111\u1eb7c bi\u1ec7t, h\u1ecd b\u1ea3o ch\u00fang t\u00f4i, \u1edf giai \u0111o\u1ea1n \u0111i s\u00e2u c\u1ee7a b\u1ec7nh t\u1eadt, khi h\u1ecd th\u01b0\u1eddng tr\u00f4ng \u0111\u1ee3i c\u00f4 \u1ea5y ph\u1ea3i l\u00e0 v\u00f4 th\u1ee9c.<\/p>\n
Khi ch\u1ebft \u0111\u1ebfn g\u1ea7n h\u01a1n, ph\u00e2n bi\u1ec7t gi\u1eefa ng\u00e0y v\u00e0 \u0111\u00eam d\u01b0\u1eddng nh\u01b0 m\u1edd \u0111i v\u00e0 Dorothy m\u1ed7i l\u00fac m\u1ed9t ch\u00ecm s\u00e2u v\u00e0o b\u1ea3n th\u00e2n c\u00f4 \u1ea5y. S\u1eafc m\u1eb7t c\u00f4 \u1ea5y b\u1ecb thay \u0111\u1ed5i v\u00e0 kho\u1ea3nh kh\u1eafc c\u00f3 \u00fd th\u1ee9c c\u1ee7a c\u00f4 \u1ea5y tr\u1edf n\u00ean \u00edt h\u01a1n. Ch\u00fang t\u00f4i ngh\u0129 ch\u00fang t\u00f4i c\u00f3 th\u1ec3 ph\u00e1t hi\u1ec7n c\u00e1c d\u1ea5u hi\u1ec7u c\u1ee7a c\u00e1c y\u1ebfu t\u1ed1 \u0111ang tan r\u00e3. Dorothy \u0111\u00e3 s\u1eb5n s\u00e0ng ch\u1ebft, nh\u01b0ng th\u00e2n th\u1ec3 c\u00f4 \u1ea5y kh\u00f4ng s\u1eb5n s\u00e0ng bu\u00f4ng b\u1ecf, v\u00ec tim c\u00f4 \u1ea5y c\u00f2n kho\u1ebb. Cho n\u00ean m\u1ed7i \u0111\u00eam tr\u1edf th\u00e0nh m\u1ed9t c\u1ef1c h\u00ecnh cho c\u00f4 \u1ea5y, v\u00e0 c\u00f4 \u1ea5y c\u0169ng th\u1ea5y ng\u1ea1c nhi\u00ean v\u00e0o m\u1ed7i bu\u1ed5i s\u00e1ng l\u00e0 c\u00f4 \u1ea5y \u0111\u00e3 l\u00e0m \u0111\u01b0\u1ee3c \u0111i\u1ec1u \u0111\u00f3 cho m\u1ed9t ng\u00e0y kh\u00e1c. C\u00f4 \u1ea5y kh\u00f4ng bao gi\u1edd than phi\u1ec1n, nh\u01b0ng ch\u00fang t\u00f4i c\u00f3 th\u1ec3 th\u1ea5y c\u00f4 \u1ea5y \u0111au th\u1ebf n\u00e0o; ch\u00fang t\u00f4i \u0111\u00e3 l\u00e0m m\u1ecdi \u0111i\u1ec1u c\u00f3 th\u1ec3 l\u00e0m \u0111\u1ec3 c\u00f4 \u1ea5y th\u1ea5y tho\u1ea3i m\u00e1i h\u01a1n, v\u00e0 khi c\u00f4 \u1ea5y kh\u00f4ng th\u1ec3 d\u00f9ng \u0111\u01b0\u1ee3c ch\u1ea5t l\u1ecfng n\u1eefa, ch\u00fang t\u00f4i ph\u1ea3i d\u1ea5p n\u01b0\u1edbc l\u00ean m\u00f4i c\u00f4 \u1ea5y. M\u00e3i \u0111\u1ebfn ba m\u01b0\u01a1i s\u00e1u gi\u1edd cu\u1ed1i c\u00f9ng, c\u00f4 \u1ea5y l\u1ec5 ph\u00e9p t\u1eeb ch\u1ed1i b\u1ea5t k\u00ec thu\u1ed1c n\u00e0o c\u00f3 th\u1ec3 g\u00e2y nhi\u1ec5u l\u00ean nh\u1eadn bi\u1ebft c\u1ee7a c\u00f4 \u1ea5y.<\/p>\n
Kh\u00f4ng l\u00e2u tr\u01b0\u1edbc khi Dorothy ch\u1ebft, c\u00e1c y t\u00e1 \u0111\u00e3 chuy\u1ec3n c\u00f4 \u1ea5y \u0111i. C\u00f4 \u1ea5y n\u1eb1m co ch\u00e2n nh\u01b0 b\u00e0o thai trong b\u1ee5ng m\u1eb9, v\u00e0 m\u1eb7c d\u00f9 th\u00e2n th\u1ec3 c\u00f4 \u1ea5y \u0111\u00e3 hao ki\u1ec7t g\u1ea7n nh\u01b0 kh\u00f4ng c\u00f2n g\u00ec, v\u00e0 c\u00f4 \u1ea5y kh\u00f4ng th\u1ec3 c\u1eed \u0111\u1ed9ng kh\u00f4ng th\u1ec3 n\u00f3i n\u0103ng g\u00ec \u0111\u01b0\u1ee3c, nh\u01b0ng m\u1eaft c\u1ee7a c\u00f4 \u1ea5y v\u1eabn m\u1edf to v\u00e0 sinh \u0111\u1ed9ng, nh\u00ecn th\u1eb3ng ph\u00eda tr\u01b0\u1edbc, qua c\u1eeda s\u1ed5 ph\u00eda tr\u01b0\u1edbc c\u00f4 \u1ea5y, nh\u00ecn ra b\u1ea7u tr\u1eddi. Ngay tr\u01b0\u1edbc kho\u1ea3nh kh\u1eafc c\u00f4 \u1ea5y ch\u1ebft, c\u00f4 \u1ea5y c\u1eed \u0111\u1ed9ng, g\u1ea7n nh\u01b0 kh\u00f4ng th\u1ec3 nh\u1eadn th\u1ea5y \u0111\u01b0\u1ee3c, nh\u00ecn th\u1eb3ng v\u00e0o m\u1eaft Debbie, v\u00e0 giao ti\u1ebfp c\u00e1i g\u00ec \u0111\u00f3 m\u1ed9t c\u00e1ch m\u1ea1nh m\u1ebd; \u0111\u00f3 l\u00e0 c\u00e1i nh\u00ecn nh\u1eadn d\u1ea1ng, d\u01b0\u1eddng nh\u01b0 mu\u1ed1n n\u00f3i, “N\u00f3 \u0111\u00e2y r\u1ed3i,” v\u1edbi b\u00f3ng d\u00e1ng n\u1ee5 c\u01b0\u1eddi. Th\u1ebf r\u1ed3i c\u00f4 \u1ea5y nh\u00ecn ch\u0103m ch\u0103m l\u1ea1i b\u1ea7u tr\u1eddi, th\u1edf h\u1eaft ra m\u1ed9t hai h\u01a1i v\u00e0 qua \u0111\u1eddi. Debbie nh\u1eb9 nh\u00e0ng th\u1ea3 tay Dorothy ra \u0111\u1ec3 cho c\u00f4 \u1ea5y c\u00f3 th\u1ec3, kh\u00f4ng b\u1ecb qu\u1ea5y r\u1ed1i, ti\u1ebfp t\u1ee5c \u0111i qua s\u1ef1 tan r\u00e3 b\u00ean trong.<\/p>\n
C\u00e1c nh\u00e2n vi\u00ean nh\u00e0 d\u01b0\u1ee1ng l\u00e3o n\u00f3i r\u1eb1ng h\u1ecd ch\u01b0a bao gi\u1edd th\u1ea5y b\u1ea5t k\u00ec ai \u0111\u01b0\u1ee3c chu\u1ea9n b\u1ecb k\u0129 c\u00e0ng \u0111\u1ebfn th\u1ebf cho vi\u1ec7c ch\u1ebft nh\u01b0 Dorothy, v\u00e0 s\u1ef1 hi\u1ec7n di\u1ec7n v\u00e0 h\u1ee9ng kh\u1edfi c\u1ee7a c\u00f4 \u1ea5y v\u1eabn c\u00f2n \u0111\u01b0\u1ee3c nhi\u1ec1u ng\u01b0\u1eddi trong vi\u1ec7n nh\u1edb m\u00e3i m\u1ed9t n\u0103m sau c\u00e1i ch\u1ebft c\u1ee7a c\u00f4 \u1ea5y<\/p>\n
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RICK<\/p>\n
Rick \u0111\u00e3 s\u1ed1ng \u1edf Oregon v\u00e0 m\u1eafc b\u1ec7nh AIDS. Anh \u1ea5y \u0111\u00e3 l\u00e0m vi\u1ec7c nh\u01b0 m\u1ed9t thao t\u00e1c vi\u00ean m\u00e1y t\u00ednh, v\u00e0 tr\u1ea1c \u0111\u1ed9 b\u1ed1n nh\u0103m khi, m\u1ed9t v\u00e0i n\u0103m tr\u01b0\u1edbc, anh \u1ea5y \u0111\u00e3 \u0111\u1ebfn n\u01a1i \u1ea9n c\u01b0 m\u00f9a h\u00e8 h\u00e0ng n\u0103m do t\u00f4i t\u1ed5 ch\u1ee9c \u1edf M\u0129, v\u00e0 \u0111\u00e3 n\u00f3i v\u1edbi ch\u00fang t\u00f4i v\u1ec1 ch\u1ebft, v\u00e0 v\u1ec1 s\u1ed1ng, v\u00e0 b\u1ec7nh c\u1ee7a anh \u1ea5y c\u00f3 ngh\u0129a v\u1edbi anh \u1ea5y. T\u00f4i l\u1ea5y l\u00e0m ng\u1ea1c nhi\u00ean b\u1edfi l\u00e0m sao Rick, ng\u01b0\u1eddi m\u1edbi ch\u1ec9 nghi\u00ean c\u1ee9u v\u1ec1 gi\u00e1o hu\u1ea5n Ph\u1eadt gi\u00e1o c\u00f9ng t\u00f4i trong hai n\u0103m \u0111\u00e3 h\u1ecdc nh\u1eadp t\u00e2m ch\u00fang. Trong th\u1eddi k\u00ec ng\u1eafn ng\u1ee7i n\u00e0y, theo c\u00e1ch ri\u00eang c\u1ee7a m\u00ecnh, anh \u1ea5y \u0111\u00e3 n\u1eafm \u0111\u01b0\u1ee3c b\u1ea3n ch\u1ea5t c\u1ee7a c\u00e1c gi\u00e1o hu\u1ea5n: s\u00f9ng k\u00ednh, t\u1eeb bi, v\u00e0 c\u00e1i Nh\u00ecn v\u1ec1 b\u1ea3n t\u00ednh t\u00e2m tr\u00ed, v\u00e0 \u0111\u00e3 l\u00e0m ch\u00fang th\u00e0nh m\u1ed9t ph\u1ea7n cu\u1ed9c \u0111\u1eddi anh \u1ea5y. Rick ng\u1ed3i trong chi\u1ebfc gh\u1ebf \u0111\u1ed1i di\u1ec7n v\u1edbi t\u1ea5t c\u1ea3 ch\u00fang t\u00f4i v\u00e0 k\u1ec3 cho ch\u00fang t\u00f4i c\u00e1ch anh c\u1ea3m th\u1ea5y v\u1ec1 vi\u1ec7c ch\u1ebft. T\u00f4i hi v\u1ecdng r\u1eb1ng tr\u00edch \u0111o\u1ea1n n\u00e0y s\u1ebd cho b\u1ea1n h\u01b0\u01a1ng v\u1ecb c\u1ee7a c\u01a1 h\u1ed9i c\u1ea3m \u0111\u1ed9ng n\u00e0y:<\/p>\n
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Khi t\u00f4i ngh\u0129 r\u1eb1ng t\u00f4i s\u1eafp ch\u1ebft, hai n\u0103m tr\u01b0\u1edbc, t\u00f4i \u0111\u00e3 l\u00e0m m\u1ed9t \u0111i\u1ec1u t\u1ef1 nhi\u00ean: t\u00f4i \u0111\u00e3 th\u00e9t l\u00ean v\u00e0 t\u00f4i \u0111\u00e3 \u0111\u01b0\u1ee3c tr\u1ea3 l\u1eddi. T\u00f4i m\u1ea5t nhi\u1ec1u tu\u1ea7n trong c\u01a1n s\u1ed1t kh\u1ee7ng khi\u1ebfp, l\u00fac \u0111\u00f3 t\u00f4i ngh\u0129 t\u00f4i \u0111ang \u0111i gi\u1eefa \u0111\u00eam tr\u01b0\u1eddng … S\u00f9ng k\u00ednh n\u00e0y, vi\u1ec7c h\u00e9t l\u00ean n\u00e0y … Khi \u0111\u00e2y l\u00e0 m\u1ecdi \u0111i\u1ec1u b\u1ea1n c\u00f3 th\u1ec3 l\u00e0m, ch\u00fang ta c\u00f3 l\u1eddi h\u1ee9a c\u1ee7a Li\u00ean Hoa Sinh r\u1eb1ng \u00f4ng \u1ea5y \u1edf \u0111\u00e2y. V\u00e0 \u00f4ng \u1ea5y kh\u00f4ng n\u00f3i d\u1ed1i: b\u1ea3n th\u00e2n \u00f4ng \u1ea5y \u0111\u00e3 xu\u1ea5t hi\u1ec7n v\u1edbi t\u00f4i nhi\u1ec1u l\u1ea7n.<\/p>\n
N\u1ebfu \u0111\u1ea5y m\u00e0 kh\u00f4ng ph\u1ea3i l\u00e0 Li\u00ean Hoa Sinh, ng\u01b0\u1eddi m\u00e0 \u0110\u1ea1i s\u01b0 d\u1ea1y ch\u00fang ta l\u00e0 b\u1ea3n t\u00ednh c\u1ee7a t\u00e2m tr\u00ed ri\u00eang c\u1ee7a ch\u00fang ta, b\u1ea3n t\u00ednh ph\u1eadt ri\u00eang c\u1ee7a ch\u00fang ta, n\u1ebfu \u0111\u1ea5y kh\u00f4ng ph\u1ea3i s\u1ef1 hi\u1ec7n di\u1ec7n ch\u00f3i s\u00e1ng vinh quang \u0111\u00f3, t\u00f4i \u0111\u00e3 kh\u00f4ng th\u1ec3 n\u00e0o tr\u1ea3i qua \u0111\u01b0\u1ee3c \u0111i\u1ec1u t\u00f4i \u0111ang tr\u1ea3i qua. T\u00f4i ch\u1ec9 bi\u1ebft t\u00f4i kh\u00f4ng th\u1ec3 v\u01b0\u1ee3t qua \u0111\u01b0\u1ee3c.<\/p>\n
\u0110i\u1ec1u \u0111\u1ea7u ti\u00ean t\u00f4i \u0111\u00e3 nh\u1eadn ra l\u00e0 b\u1ea1n ph\u1ea3i nh\u1eadn tr\u00e1ch nhi\u1ec7m c\u00e1 nh\u00e2n cho b\u1ea3n th\u00e2n b\u1ea1n. L\u00ed do t\u00f4i \u0111ang ch\u1ebft \u0111\u00e2y l\u00e0 v\u00ec t\u00f4i m\u1eafc b\u1ec7nh AIDS. \u0110\u00f3 l\u00e0 tr\u00e1ch nhi\u1ec7m c\u1ee7a t\u00f4i; kh\u00f4ng ai kh\u00e1c b\u1ecb tr\u00e1ch. Th\u1ef1c ra kh\u00f4ng ai b\u1ecb tr\u00e1ch, ngay c\u1ea3 b\u1ea3n th\u00e2n t\u00f4i. Nh\u01b0ng t\u00f4i nh\u1eadn l\u1ea5y tr\u00e1ch nhi\u1ec7m v\u1ec1 vi\u1ec7c \u0111\u00f3.<\/p>\n
T\u00f4i l\u00e0m l\u1eddi nguy\u1ec7n v\u1edbi b\u1ea3n th\u00e2n t\u00f4i v\u00e0 v\u1edbi b\u1ea5t c\u1ee9 th\u1ea7n n\u00e0o c\u00f3 th\u1ec3 c\u00f3 \u0111\u00f3, tr\u01b0\u1edbc khi t\u00f4i \u0111i v\u00e0o Ph\u1eadt gi\u00e1o, r\u1eb1ng t\u00f4i ch\u1ec9 mu\u1ed1n c\u00f3 h\u1ea1nh ph\u00fac. Khi… t\u00f4i \u0111\u00e3 l\u00e0m quy\u1ebft \u0111\u1ecbnh \u0111\u00f3, t\u00f4i m\u1eafc k\u1eb9t v\u1edbi n\u00f3. V\u00e0 \u0111i\u1ec1u n\u00e0y l\u00e0 r\u1ea5t quan tr\u1ecdng khi l\u00e0m b\u1ea5t k\u00ec hu\u1ea5n luy\u1ec7n n\u00e0o v\u1ec1 t\u00e2m tr\u00ed. B\u1ea1n ph\u1ea3i l\u00e0m quy\u1ebft \u0111\u1ecbnh r\u1eb1ng b\u1ea1n th\u1ef1c s\u1ef1 mu\u1ed1n thay \u0111\u1ed5i. N\u1ebfu b\u1ea1n kh\u00f4ng mu\u1ed1n thay \u0111\u1ed5i, kh\u00f4ng ai s\u1ebd l\u00e0m vi\u1ec7c \u0111\u00f3 cho b\u1ea1n.<\/p>\n
Ph\u1ea7n c\u1ee7a ch\u00fang ta … l\u00e0 l\u00e0m vi\u1ec7c v\u1edbi c\u00e1c kh\u00eda c\u1ea1nh h\u00e0ng ng\u00e0y c\u1ee7a t\u00ecnh hu\u1ed1ng c\u1ee7a ch\u00fang ta. Tr\u01b0\u1edbc h\u1ebft l\u00e0 ph\u1ea3i bi\u1ebft \u01a1n<\/em> r\u1eb1ng b\u1ea1n \u1edf trong th\u00e2n th\u1ec3 n\u00e0y, v\u00e0 \u0111ang tr\u00ean h\u00e0nh tinh n\u00e0y. \u0110\u00f3 l\u00e0 \u0111i\u1ec3m b\u1eaft \u0111\u1ea7u \u0111\u1ed1i v\u1edbi t\u00f4i \u2013 nh\u1eadn ra l\u00f2ng bi\u1ebft \u01a1n v\u1edbi tr\u00e1i \u0111\u1ea5t, v\u1edbi c\u00e1c sinh linh. V\u00ec t\u00f4i c\u1ea3m th\u1ea5y m\u1ecdi th\u1ee9 \u0111ang d\u1ea7n d\u1ea7n tu\u1ed9t m\u1ea5t, t\u00f4i tr\u1edf n\u00ean bi\u1ebft \u01a1n nhi\u1ec1u th\u1ebf t\u1edbi m\u1ecdi ng\u01b0\u1eddi v\u00e0 m\u1ecdi v\u1eadt. Cho n\u00ean vi\u1ec7c tu luy\u1ec7n c\u1ee7a t\u00f4i b\u00e2y gi\u1edd \u0111\u1ecbnh t\u00e2m v\u00e0o l\u00f2ng bi\u1ebft \u01a1n n\u00e0y, \u0111\u01a1n gi\u1ea3n l\u00e0 d\u00e2ng hi\u1ebfn th\u01b0\u1eddng xuy\u00ean l\u1eddi ca ng\u1ee3i v\u1ec1 s\u1ef1 s\u1ed1ng, v\u1ec1 Li\u00ean Hoa Sinh, ng\u01b0\u1eddi \u0111ang s\u1ed1ng trong mu\u00f4n d\u1ea1ng s\u1ef1 s\u1ed1ng n\u00e0y.<\/p>\n \u0110\u1eebng ph\u1ea1m sai l\u1ea7m t\u00f4i \u0111\u00e3 ph\u1ea1m ph\u1ea3i trong nhi\u1ec1u n\u0103m th\u1ebf, r\u1eb1ng “tu luy\u1ec7n” ng\u1ee5 \u00fd ng\u1ed3i th\u1eb3ng v\u00e0 \u0111\u1ecdc m\u1eadt ch\u00fa, v\u1eeba ngh\u0129, “M\u00ecnh th\u1eadt vui m\u1eebng khi n\u00e0o vi\u1ec7c n\u00e0y k\u1ebft th\u00fac!” Tu luy\u1ec7n l\u00e0 l\u1edbn lao h\u01a1n \u0111i\u1ec1u \u0111\u00f3 nhi\u1ec1u. Tu luy\u1ec7n l\u00e0 \u1edf m\u1ecdi ng\u01b0\u1eddi b\u1ea1n g\u1eb7p; tu luy\u1ec7n l\u00e0 \u1edf t\u1eebng l\u1eddi n\u00f3i t\u00e0n nh\u1eabn b\u1ea1n nghe hay th\u1eadm ch\u00ed nh\u1eafm th\u1eb3ng v\u00e0o b\u1ea1n.<\/p>\n Khi b\u1ea1n \u0111\u1ee9ng d\u1eady kh\u1ecfi ch\u1ed7 thi\u1ec1n, \u0111\u00f3 l\u00e0 l\u00fac tu luy\u1ec7n th\u1ef1c s\u1ef1 b\u1eaft \u0111\u1ea7u. Ch\u00fang ta ph\u1ea3i r\u1ea5t kh\u00e9o l\u00e9o v\u00e0 s\u00e1ng t\u1ea1o trong c\u00e1ch ch\u00fang ta \u00e1p d\u1ee5ng tu luy\u1ec7n v\u00e0o cu\u1ed9c s\u1ed1ng. Bao gi\u1edd c\u0169ng c\u00f3 c\u00e1i g\u00ec \u0111\u00f3 trong m\u00f4i tr\u01b0\u1eddng c\u1ee7a ch\u00fang ta \u0111\u1ec3 ch\u00fang ta c\u00f3 k\u1ebft n\u1ed1i v\u1edbi, \u0111\u1ec3 l\u00e0m tu luy\u1ec7n. Cho n\u00ean n\u1ebfu t\u00f4i qu\u00e1 ch\u00f3ng m\u1eb7t kh\u00f4ng qu\u00e1n t\u01b0\u1edfng \u0111\u01b0\u1ee3c KimC\u01b0\u01a1ng T\u00e1t \u0110o\u1ea3 tr\u00ean \u0111\u1ea7u t\u00f4i, t\u00f4i \u0111\u1ee9ng d\u1eady, t\u00f4i \u0111i r\u1eeda b\u00e1t \u0111\u0129a bu\u1ed5i s\u00e1ng v\u00e0 c\u00e1i \u0111\u0129a t\u00f4i c\u1ea7m trong tay l\u00e0 th\u1ebf gi\u1edbi v\u00e0 m\u1ecdi sinh linh kh\u1ed5 c\u1ee7a n\u00f3. Th\u1ebf r\u1ed3i t\u00f4i \u0111\u1ecdc m\u1eadt ch\u00fa … OM VAJRA SATTVA HUM… v\u00e0 t\u00f4i \u0111ang r\u1eeda \u0111i n\u1ed7i kh\u1ed5 c\u1ee7a c\u00e1c sinh linh. Khi t\u00f4i t\u1eafm hoa sen, n\u00f3 kh\u00f4ng ph\u1ea3i l\u00e0 v\u00f2i hoa sen; \u0111\u00f3 l\u00e0 Kim C\u01b0\u01a1ng T\u00e1t \u0110o\u1ea3 tr\u00ean \u0111\u1ea7u t\u00f4i. Khi t\u00f4i \u0111i ra \u00e1nh m\u1eb7t tr\u1eddi, n\u00f3 l\u00e0 \u00e1nh s\u00e1ng, t\u1ef1a nh\u01b0 h\u00e0ng tr\u0103m ngh\u00ecn m\u1eb7t tr\u1eddi, \u0111ang chi\u1ebfu s\u00e1ng t\u1eeb th\u00e2n th\u1ec3 Kim C\u01b0\u01a1ng T\u00e1t \u0110o\u1ea3 v\u00e0 \u0111i v\u00e0o t\u00f4i, t\u00f4i ch\u1ec9 nh\u1eadn n\u00f3 v\u00e0o. Khi t\u00f4i th\u1ea5y m\u1ed9t ng\u01b0\u1eddi \u0111\u1eb9p \u0111ang b\u01b0\u1edbc tr\u00ean ph\u1ed1, l\u00fac \u0111\u1ea7u t\u00f4i c\u00f3 th\u1ec3 ngh\u0129, “Ng\u01b0\u1eddi n\u00e0y tr\u00f4ng \u0111\u1eb9p l\u00e0m sao,” nh\u01b0ng kho\u1ea3nh kh\u1eafc sau t\u00f4i c\u00fang d\u01b0\u1eddng c\u00e1i \u0111\u1eb9p \u0111\u00f3 cho Li\u00ean Hoa Sinh v\u1edbi to\u00e0n th\u1ec3 tim t\u00f4i, v\u00e0 bu\u00f4ng b\u1ecf n\u00f3. B\u1ea1n ph\u1ea3i l\u1ea5y c\u00e1c t\u00ecnh hu\u1ed1ng \u0111\u1eddi th\u1ef1c v\u00e0 l\u00e0m ch\u00fang th\u00e0nh tu luy\u1ec7n c\u1ee7a b\u1ea1n. B\u1eb1ng kh\u00f4ng b\u1ea1n s\u1ebd ch\u1ec9 c\u00f3 ni\u1ec1m tin tr\u1ed1ng r\u1ed7ng kh\u00f4ng \u0111em l\u1ea1i cho b\u1ea1n an \u1ee7i, s\u1ee9c m\u1ea1nh khi th\u1eddi bu\u1ed5i kh\u00f3 kh\u0103n b\u1eaft \u0111\u1ea7u. N\u00f3 ch\u1ec9 l\u00e0 ni\u1ec1m tin: “\u00d4, ng\u00e0y n\u00e0o \u0111\u00f3 m\u00ecnh s\u1ebd l\u00ean c\u00f5i tr\u1eddi. Ng\u00e0y n\u00e0o \u0111\u00f3 m\u00ecnh s\u1ebd l\u00e0 Ph\u1eadt.” V\u00e2ng, ng\u00e0y n\u00e0o \u0111\u00f3 b\u1ea1n s\u1ebd kh\u00f4ng th\u00e0nh ph\u1eadt \u0111\u00e2u. B\u1ea1n l\u00e0 Ph\u1eadt, b\u00e2y gi\u1edd. V\u00e0 khi b\u1ea1n tu luy\u1ec7n, b\u1ea1n \u0111ang tu luy\u1ec7n cho con ng\u01b0\u1eddi b\u1ea1n \u0111ang l\u00e0…<\/p>\n \u0110i\u1ec1u r\u1ea5t quan tr\u1ecdng l\u00e0 c\u1ea7n n\u1eafm l\u1ea5y c\u00e1c t\u00ecnh hu\u1ed1ng xu\u1ea5t hi\u1ec7n trong \u0111\u1eddi b\u1ea1n v\u00e0 s\u1eed d\u1ee5ng ch\u00fang. Nh\u01b0 \u0110\u1ea1i s\u01b0 th\u01b0\u1eddng n\u00f3i, n\u1ebfu b\u1ea1n \u0111\u00e3 tu luy\u1ec7n k\u00eau g\u1ecdi v\u00e0 h\u1ecfi xin gi\u00fap \u0111\u1ee1, th\u1ebf th\u00ec trong c\u00e1c trung \u1ea5m l\u00e0m c\u00f9ng \u0111i\u1ec1u n\u00e0y s\u1ebd l\u00e0 t\u1ef1 nhi\u00ean… T\u00f4i \u0111\u00e3 l\u00e0m ra m\u1eadt ch\u00fa t\u1eeb d\u00f2ng n\u00e0y c\u1ee7a \u0110\u1ea1i s\u01b0 Dudjom: “L\u1ea1t ma v\u00f4 c\u00f9ng t\u1ed1t b\u1ee5ng, t\u00f4i ch\u1ec9 nh\u1edb \u0111\u1ebfn ng\u01b0\u1eddi.” Ng\u00e0y n\u00e0o \u0111\u00f3, n\u00f3 l\u00e0 m\u1ecdi \u0111i\u1ec1u t\u00f4i c\u00f3 th\u1ec3 xoay x\u1edf nh\u1edb; \u0111\u00f3 l\u00e0 tu luy\u1ec7n duy nh\u1ea5t t\u00f4i c\u00f3 th\u1ec3 n\u00f3i ra. Nh\u01b0ng n\u00f3 l\u00e0m vi\u1ec7c t\u1ed1t.<\/p>\n V\u1eady … h\u1ea1nh ph\u00fac, t\u1ef1 ch\u1ecbu tr\u00e1ch nhi\u1ec7m, l\u00f2ng bi\u1ebft \u01a1n… \u0111\u1eebng l\u1eabn l\u1ed9n th\u1ef1c h\u00e0nh nghi l\u1ec5, ch\u1ebft c\u1ee9ng v\u1edbi c\u00e1ch tu luy\u1ec7n vinh quang, m\u1edf, thay \u0111\u1ed5i, uy\u1ec3n chuy\u1ec3n, linh ho\u1ea1t, ti\u1ebfp di\u1ec5n, s\u1ed1ng. V\u00ec, v\u00e0 \u0111\u00f3 l\u00e0 kinh nghi\u1ec7m c\u1ee7a t\u00f4i ngay b\u00e2y gi\u1edd – v\u00e0 t\u00f4i bi\u1ebft n\u00f3 c\u00f3 l\u1ebd c\u00f3 v\u1ebb nh\u01b0 l\u1eddi, nh\u01b0ng t\u00f4i bi\u1ebft t\u1eeb trong tim t\u00f4i n\u00f3 kh\u00f4ng ph\u1ea3i v\u1eady – t\u00f4i th\u1ea5y Li\u00ean Hoa Sinh \u1edf m\u1ecdi n\u01a1i. \u0110\u00f3 l\u00e0 tu luy\u1ec7n c\u1ee7a t\u00f4i. M\u1ecdi ng\u01b0\u1eddi, \u0111\u1eb7c bi\u1ec7t l\u00e0 nh\u1eefng ng\u01b0\u1eddi g\u1eb7p kh\u00f3 kh\u0103n, th\u01b0\u1eddng l\u00e0m cho cu\u1ed9c s\u1ed1ng th\u00e0nh kh\u00f3 kh\u0103n cho ng\u01b0\u1eddi kh\u00e1c, vi\u1ec7c \u0111\u01b0\u01a1ng \u0111\u1ea7u v\u1edbi h\u1ecd l\u00e0 ph\u00fac l\u00e0nh c\u1ee7a th\u1ea7y. \u0110\u1ed1i v\u1edbi t\u00f4i b\u1ec7nh n\u00e0y l\u00e0 ph\u00fac l\u00e0nh c\u1ee7a th\u1ea7y. \u0110\u00f3 l\u00e0 \u00e2n hu\u1ec7. Nhi\u1ec1u \u00e2n hu\u1ec7 th\u1ebf t\u00f4i c\u00f3 nghi\u1ec1n n\u00f3 ng\u1eabm m\u00e3i.<\/p>\n Nh\u01b0ng \u0111i\u1ec1u n\u00e0y \u0111\u00e3 x\u1ea3y ra v\u00ec t\u00f4i \u0111\u00e3 r\u00e8n t\u00e2m tr\u00ed c\u1ee7a t\u00f4i… Khi t\u00f4i b\u1eaft \u0111\u1ea7u, hay ph\u00e1n x\u00e9t m\u1ecdi th\u1ee9 th\u01b0\u1eddng xuy\u00ean trong t\u00e2m tr\u00ed c\u1ee7a t\u00f4i. T\u00f4i s\u1ebd ph\u00e1n x\u00e9t ng\u01b0\u1eddi n\u00e0y; t\u00f4i s\u1ebd ph\u00e1n x\u00e9t ng\u01b0\u1eddi kia. T\u00f4i ph\u00e1n x\u00e9t c\u00e1ch anh ta nh\u00ecn, t\u00f4i ph\u00e1n x\u00e9t c\u00e1ch ch\u1ecb kia ng\u1ed3i; t\u00f4i ph\u00ea ph\u00e1n, “T\u00f4i kh\u00f4ng th\u00edch h\u00f4m nay, tr\u1eddi m\u01b0a qu\u00e1, x\u00e1m x\u1ecbt qu\u00e1. \u00d4i, t\u00f4i \u0111\u00e1ng th\u01b0\u01a1ng … \u00d4i, y\u00eau t\u00f4i …\u00d4i gi\u00fap t\u00f4i!” Cho n\u00ean t\u00f4i b\u1eaft \u0111\u1ea7u v\u1edbi \u0111i\u1ec1u \u0111\u00f3. \u0110\u00f3 ch\u1ec9 l\u00e0 nh\u1eefng l\u1eddi b\u00ecnh lu\u1eadn th\u01b0\u1eddng xuy\u00ean trong t\u00e2m tr\u00ed c\u1ee7a t\u00f4i. Nh\u01b0ng t\u00f4i \u0111\u00e3 l\u00e0m vi\u1ec7c b\u1eaft \u0111\u1ea7u. T\u00f4i t\u1ef1 vi\u1ebft ra nh\u1eefng l\u1eddi l\u01b0u \u00fd nh\u1ecf v\u00e0 d\u00e1n n\u00f3 l\u00ean t\u1ee7 l\u1ea1nh, “Kh\u00f4ng ph\u00e1n x\u00e9t!”<\/p>\n Khi b\u1ea1n s\u1ed1ng trong t\u00e2m tr\u00ed c\u1ee7a b\u1ea1n – \u0111\u00f3 l\u00e0 vi\u1ec7c ch\u1ecdn gi\u1eefa c\u00e1i n\u00e0y v\u00e0 c\u00e1i kia. “C\u00e1i n\u00e0y t\u1ed1t … c\u00e1i n\u00e0y x\u1ea5u, t\u00f4i kh\u00f4ng th\u00edch n\u00f3,” gi\u1eefa hi v\u1ecdng v\u00e0 s\u1ee3 h\u00e3i, gi\u1eefa gh\u00e9t v\u00e0 y\u00eau, gi\u1eefa vui v\u00e0 bu\u1ed3n, khi b\u1ea1n th\u1ef1c n\u1eafm gi\u1eef m\u1ed9t trong c\u00e1c th\u00e1i c\u1ef1c n\u00e0y – an b\u00ecnh b\u1ea3n ch\u1ea5t c\u1ee7a t\u00e2m tr\u00ed b\u1ea1n b\u1ecb x\u00e1o tr\u1ed9n. M\u1ed9t v\u1ecb t\u1ed5 Thi\u1ec1n t\u00f4ng n\u00f3i: “\u0110\u1ea1o l\u1edbn kh\u00f4ng kh\u00f3 cho ng\u01b0\u1eddi kh\u00f4ng c\u00f3 \u01b0a th\u00edch.” V\u00ec b\u1ea3n t\u00ednh Ph\u1eadt c\u1ee7a b\u1ea1n c\u00f3 \u0111\u00f3. H\u1ea1nh ph\u00fac \u1edf m\u1ecdi n\u01a1i.<\/p>\n Nh\u01b0 v\u1eady t\u00f4i \u0111\u00e3 b\u1eaft \u0111\u1ea7u l\u00e0m vi\u1ec7c v\u1edbi t\u00e2m tr\u00ed quan ni\u1ec7m c\u1ee7a t\u00f4i. \u0110\u1ea7u ti\u00ean n\u00f3 d\u01b0\u1eddng nh\u01b0 l\u00e0 vi\u1ec7c kh\u00f4ng th\u1ec3 l\u00e0m \u0111\u01b0\u1ee3c. Nh\u01b0ng t\u00f4i c\u00e0ng tu luy\u1ec7n v\u00e0o n\u00f3… t\u00f4i \u0111\u00e3 th\u1ea5y ra: N\u1ebfu b\u1ea1n \u0111\u1ec3 nh\u1eefng g\u00ec kh\u1edfi l\u00ean \u1edf \u0111\u00fang ch\u1ed7 ri\u00eang c\u1ee7a ch\u00fang, ch\u00fang ho\u00e0n to\u00e0n \u1ed5n, \u1edf n\u01a1i \u0111\u00f3. Ch\u1ec9 hi\u1ec7n h\u1eefu c\u00f9ng ch\u00fang, v\u00e0 l\u00e0 h\u1ea1nh ph\u00fac, v\u00ec b\u1ea1n bi\u1ebft b\u1ea1n c\u00f3 b\u1ea3n t\u00ednh ph\u1eadt.<\/p>\n B\u1ea1n kh\u00f4ng c\u1ea7n ph\u1ea3i c\u1ea3m th\u1ea5y nh\u01b0 b\u1ea1n c\u00f3 b\u1ea3n t\u00ednh ph\u1eadt. \u0110\u00f3 kh\u00f4ng ph\u1ea3i l\u00e0 v\u1ea5n \u0111\u1ec1. V\u1ea5n \u0111\u1ec1 l\u00e0 tin c\u1eady, c\u00e1i l\u00e0 \u0111\u1ee9c tin. V\u1ea5n \u0111\u1ec1 l\u00e0 s\u00f9ng k\u00ednh, c\u00e1i l\u00e0 bu\u00f4ng xu\u00f4i. \u0110i\u1ec1u \u0111\u00f3, v\u1edbi t\u00f4i l\u00e0 b\u1ea3n ch\u1ea5t. N\u1ebfu b\u1ea1n c\u00f3 th\u1ec3 tin c\u1eady \u0111i\u1ec1u th\u1ea7y \u0111ang n\u00f3i, nghi\u00ean c\u1ee9u v\u00e0 c\u1ed1 mang gi\u00e1o hu\u1ea5n tr\u1edf l\u1ea1i b\u1ea3n th\u00e2n b\u1ea1n trong nh\u1eefng l\u00fac kh\u00f3 kh\u0103n, v\u00e0 hu\u1ea5n luy\u1ec7n t\u00e2m tr\u00ed c\u1ee7a b\u1ea1n kh\u00f4ng r\u01a1i v\u00e0o trong nh\u1eefng h\u00ecnh m\u1eabu th\u00f3i quen c\u1ee7a n\u00f3, n\u1ebfu b\u1ea1n c\u00f3 th\u1ec3 ch\u1ec9 hi\u1ec7n h\u1eefu v\u1edbi \u0111i\u1ec1u \u0111ang x\u1ea3y ra, v\u1edbi s\u1ef1 ch\u00fa \u00fd tr\u1ea7n tr\u1ee5i, sau m\u1ed9t th\u1eddi gian b\u1ea1n \u0111\u1ec3 \u00fd r\u1eb1ng kh\u00f4ng c\u00e1i g\u00ec l\u01b0u l\u1ea1i xung quanh r\u1ea5t l\u00e2u n\u1eefa. Ngay c\u1ea3 nh\u1eefng suy ngh\u0129 x\u1ea5u kh\u00f4ng c\u00f2n. \u0110\u1eb7c bi\u1ec7t c\u0169ng kh\u00f4ng c\u00f2n \u00fd ngh\u0129 v\u1ec1 th\u00e2n th\u1ec3 ch\u00fang ta. M\u1ecdi th\u1ee9 thay \u0111\u1ed5i. N\u1ebfu b\u1ea1n \u0111\u1ec3 cho n\u00f3 \u1edf ch\u1ed7 c\u1ee7a n\u00f3, n\u00f3 s\u1ebd gi\u1ea3i tho\u00e1t b\u1ea3n th\u00e2n n\u00f3.<\/p>\n Trong t\u00ecnh hu\u1ed1ng nh\u01b0 c\u1ee7a t\u00f4i, khi s\u1ee3 tr\u1edf th\u00e0nh hi\u1ec3n nhi\u00ean th\u1ebf v\u1edbi b\u1ea1n, v\u00e0 chi ph\u1ed1i th\u1ebf, v\u00e0 b\u1ea1n c\u1ea3m th\u1ea5y b\u1ea1n \u0111ang b\u1ecb nu\u1ed1t ch\u1eedng b\u1edfi n\u1ed7i s\u1ee3, b\u1ea1n ph\u1ea3i n\u1eafm l\u1ea5y t\u00e2m tr\u00ed c\u1ee7a b\u1ea1n trong tay b\u1ea1n. T\u00f4i \u0111\u00e3 nh\u1eadn ra r\u1eb1ng s\u1ee3 s\u1ebd kh\u00f4ng gi\u1ebft t\u00f4i. \u0110\u00e2y ch\u1ec9 l\u00e0 c\u00e1i g\u00ec \u0111i qua t\u00e2m tr\u00ed c\u1ee7a t\u00f4i. \u0110\u00e2y l\u00e0 \u00fd ngh\u0129 v\u00e0 t\u00f4i bi\u1ebft \u00fd ngh\u0129 s\u1ebd gi\u1ea3i tho\u00e1t b\u1ea3n th\u00e2n ch\u00fang n\u1ebfu t\u00f4i kh\u00f4ng nh\u00fang tay v\u00e0o. T\u00f4i c\u0169ng nh\u1eadn ra \u0111\u00f3 l\u00e0 \u0111i\u1ec1u x\u1ea3y ra trong c\u00e1c trung \u1ea5m, khi v\u00e0 n\u1ebfu b\u1ea1n th\u1ea5y linh \u1ea3nh t\u1edbi v\u1edbi b\u1ea1n m\u00e0 c\u00f3 th\u1ec3 l\u00e0 kinh ho\u00e0ng; n\u00f3 kh\u00f4ng t\u1edbi \u1edf b\u1ea5t k\u00ec ch\u1ed7 n\u00e0o kh\u00e1c h\u01a1n t\u1eeb b\u1ea1n! T\u1ea5t c\u1ea3 nh\u1eefng n\u0103ng l\u01b0\u1ee3ng \u0111\u00f3 ch\u00fang ta \u0111\u00e3 gi\u1eef k\u00ecm xu\u1ed1ng trong th\u00e2n th\u1ec3 \u0111ang \u0111\u01b0\u1ee3c x\u1ea3 ra ngo\u00e0i.<\/p>\n T\u00f4i c\u0169ng \u0111\u00e3 kh\u00e1m ph\u00e1 ra, kh\u00e1 s\u1edbm, khi t\u00f4i \u0111ang r\u00e8n luy\u1ec7n t\u00e2m tr\u00ed c\u1ee7a t\u00f4i, c\u00f3 m\u1ed9t \u0111i\u1ec3m n\u00e0o \u0111\u00f3, m\u1ed9t \u0111\u01b0\u1eddng n\u00e0o \u0111\u00f3 b\u1ea1n ph\u1ea3i v\u1ea1ch ra, v\u00e0 b\u00ean ngo\u00e0i \u0111i\u1ec3m \u0111\u00f3 b\u1ea1n kh\u00f4ng th\u1ec3 \u0111\u1ec3 cho t\u00e2m tr\u00ed \u0111i qua. N\u1ebfu b\u1ea1n c\u1ee9 \u0111\u1ec3 \u0111i\u1ec1u n\u00e0y x\u1ea3y ra, b\u1ea1n c\u00f3 nguy c\u01a1 g\u1eb7p ph\u1ea3i v\u1ea5n \u0111\u1ec1 t\u00e2m tr\u00ed, nguy c\u01a1 b\u1ecb r\u1ea7u r\u0129, nguy c\u01a1 tr\u1edf th\u00e0nh m\u1ed9t ng\u01b0\u1eddi th\u1ef1c s\u1ef1 g\u00e2y ch\u00e1n cho m\u1ecdi ng\u01b0\u1eddi quanh b\u1ea1n: \u0111i\u1ec1u \u0111\u00f3 s\u1ebd l\u00e0 \u00edt nh\u1ea5t. Nh\u01b0ng b\u1ea1n c\u00f3 th\u1ec3 gi\u1eadt ra. M\u1ecdi ng\u01b0\u1eddi v\u1eabn gi\u1eadt ra, b\u1ecb m\u1ea5t th\u0103ng b\u1eb1ng b\u1edfi tin v\u00e0o \u0111i\u1ec1u t\u00e2m tr\u00ed \u0111ang n\u00f3i v\u1edbi h\u1ecd v\u1ec1 th\u1ef1c t\u1ea1i. T\u1ea5t c\u1ea3 ch\u00fang ta \u0111\u1ec1u l\u00e0m \u0111i\u1ec1u \u0111\u00f3, nh\u01b0ng c\u00f3 m\u1ed9t \u0111\u01b0\u1eddng n\u00e0o \u0111\u00f3 m\u00e0 ch\u00fang ta kh\u00f4ng th\u1ec3 v\u01b0\u1ee3t ra b\u00ean ngo\u00e0i… T\u00f4i th\u01b0\u1eddng c\u00f3 nh\u1eefng c\u01a1n ho\u1ea3ng s\u1ee3. T\u00f4i ngh\u0129 t\u1edbi m\u1ed9t h\u1ed1 \u0111en l\u1edbn \u1edf ngay n\u1ec1n \u0111\u1ea5t tr\u01b0\u1edbc m\u1eb7t t\u00f4i. T\u1eeb khi t\u00f4i \u0111\u00e3 cho ph\u00e9p b\u1ea3n th\u00e2n t\u00f4i \u0111\u1eb7c quy\u1ec1n n\u00e0y, c\u00e1i \u00e2n hu\u1ec7 c\u1ee7a vi\u1ec7c l\u00e0 h\u1ea1nh ph\u00fac, m\u1ecdi l\u00fac, t\u00f4i kh\u00f4ng th\u1ea5y h\u1ed1 \u0111en n\u1eefa.<\/p>\n M\u1ed9t s\u1ed1 trong c\u00e1c b\u1ea1n l\u00e0 th\u00e2n thi\u1ebft v\u1edbi t\u00f4i h\u01a1n l\u00e0 gia \u0111\u00ecnh t\u00f4i. V\u00ec c\u00e1c b\u1ea1n cho ph\u00e9p Li\u00ean Hoa Sinh \u0111\u1ebfn v\u1edbi t\u00f4i theo m\u1ed9t c\u00e1ch kh\u00e1c, th\u00f4ng qua s\u1ef1 ch\u0103m s\u00f3c, m\u1ed1i quan t\u00e2m v\u00e0 t\u00ecnh y\u00eau c\u1ee7a c\u00e1c b\u1ea1n. C\u00e1c b\u1ea1n d\u01b0\u1eddng nh\u01b0 kh\u00f4ng b\u1eadn t\u00e2m r\u1eb1ng t\u00f4i \u0111ang b\u1ecb AIDS. Kh\u00f4ng ai h\u1ecfi t\u00f4i: “N\u00e0y, b\u1ea1n m\u1eafc b\u1ec7nh nh\u01b0 th\u1ebf n\u00e0o?” Kh\u00f4ng ai g\u1ee3i \u00fd r\u1eb1ng \u0111\u00e2y c\u00f3 th\u1ec3 l\u00e0 tai ho\u1ea1 l\u00ean t\u00f4i; ngo\u1ea1i tr\u1eeb m\u1ed9t \u00f4ng b\u1ea1n gi\u00e0 c\u1ee7a t\u00f4i, ng\u01b0\u1eddi \u0111\u00e3 g\u1ecdi \u0111i\u1ec7n cho t\u00f4i kho\u1ea3ng m\u1ed9t tu\u1ea7n l\u1ec5 tr\u01b0\u1edbc v\u00e0 n\u00f3i, “C\u1eadu kh\u00f4ng s\u1ee3 r\u1eb1ng \u0111\u00e2y l\u00e0 tai ho\u1ea1 Th\u01b0\u1ee3ng \u0111\u1ebf gi\u00e1ng xu\u1ed1ng cho c\u1eadu \u00e0?” Sau khi d\u1ee9t c\u01b0\u1eddi, t\u00f4i n\u00f3i, “B\u00e1c tin r\u1eb1ng Th\u01b0\u1ee3ng \u0111\u1ebf g\u00e2y tai ho\u1ea1 cho tr\u00e1i \u0111\u1ea5t v\u00e0 th\u00e2n th\u1ec3 con ng\u01b0\u1eddi l\u00e0 kh\u00f4ng thu\u1ea7n khi\u1ebft. C\u00f2n t\u00f4i, m\u1eb7t kh\u00e1c, t\u00f4i tin r\u1eb1ng ph\u00fac l\u00e0nh l\u00e0 \u0111i\u1ec3m b\u1eaft \u0111\u1ea7u nguy\u00ean thu\u1ef7, kh\u00f4ng l\u00e0 tai ho\u1ea1.” T\u1eeb th\u1eddi v\u00f4 thu\u1ef7, m\u1ecdi th\u1ee9 \u0111\u00e3 \u0111\u01b0\u1ee3c ho\u00e0n th\u00e0nh, thu\u1ea7n khi\u1ebft v\u00e0 ho\u00e0n h\u1ea3o.<\/p>\n Cho n\u00ean \u0111i\u1ec1u t\u00f4i l\u00e0m b\u00e2y gi\u1edd ch\u1ec9 l\u00e0 an \u0111\u1ecbnh trong vi\u1ec7c to\u1ea3 s\u00e1ng. N\u00f3 \u1edf m\u1ecdi n\u01a1i. B\u1ea1n kh\u00f4ng th\u1ec3 tr\u00e1nh \u0111\u01b0\u1ee3c n\u00f3. Vi\u1ec7c to\u1ea3 s\u00e1ng n\u00e0y say s\u01b0a t\u1edbi m\u1ee9c \u0111\u00f4i khi t\u00f4i c\u1ea3m th\u1ea5y t\u1ef1a nh\u01b0 t\u00f4i \u0111ang n\u1ed5i trong vi\u1ec7c to\u1ea3 s\u00e1ng. T\u00f4i \u0111ang \u0111\u1ec3 Li\u00ean Hoa Sinh bay qua b\u1ea7u tr\u1eddi c\u1ee7a t\u00e2m tr\u00ed c\u1ee7a t\u00f4i, ch\u1ec9 \u0111\u1ec3 t\u00f4i \u0111\u01b0\u1ee3c g\u1eafn v\u00e0o.<\/p>\n B\u00e2y gi\u1edd n\u1ebfu t\u00f4i ng\u1ed3i \u0111\u00f3 nghe \u0111i\u1ec1u n\u00e0y, t\u00f4i s\u1ebd n\u00f3i, “\u0110\u01b0\u1ee3c, v\u1eady sao b\u1ea1n kh\u00f4ng \u0111\u01b0\u1ee3c ch\u1eefa l\u00e0nh?” M\u1ecdi ng\u01b0\u1eddi \u0111\u00e3 h\u1ecfi t\u00f4i \u0111i\u1ec1u \u0111\u00f3. Kh\u00f4ng ph\u1ea3i l\u00e0 t\u00f4i \u0111\u00e3 kh\u00f4ng c\u1ed1 g\u1eafng: T\u00f4i \u0111\u00e3 mua \u0111\u1ea7y m\u1ed9t va li thu\u1ed1c: t\u00f4i \u0111\u00e3 mang c\u1ea3 m\u1ed9t va li \u0111\u1ea7y thu\u1ed1c. Nh\u01b0ng t\u00f4i \u0111\u00e3 d\u1eebng vi\u1ec7c \u0111\u00f3 c\u00e1ch \u0111\u00e2y \u00edt l\u00e2u. T\u00f4i \u0111o\u00e1n l\u00ed do t\u00f4i \u0111\u00e3 l\u00e0m v\u00ec n\u00f3 d\u01b0\u1eddng nh\u01b0 s\u1ebd thao t\u00fang v\u00e0 can nhi\u1ec5u v\u00e0o qu\u00e1 tr\u00ecnh \u0111\u00e3 b\u1eaft \u0111\u1ea7u. Qu\u00e1 tr\u00ecnh n\u00e0y l\u00e0m lau r\u1ea5t s\u1ea1ch cho t\u00f4i. T\u00f4i bi\u1ebft c\u00f3 r\u1ea5t nhi\u1ec1u nghi\u1ec7p \u0111\u00e3 b\u1ecb thi\u00eau ch\u00e1y. C\u00f3 l\u1ebd n\u00f3 lau s\u1ea1ch cho m\u1eb9 t\u00f4i, v\u00ec t\u00f4i d\u00e2ng hi\u1ebfn \u0111i\u1ec1u n\u00e0y cho b\u00e0 \u1ea5y. M\u1eb9 t\u00f4i c\u0169ng h\u01a1i kh\u1ed5. Th\u1ebf r\u1ed3i c\u00f3 c\u00e1c b\u1ea1n t\u00e2m linh trong nh\u00f3m n\u00e0y m\u00e0 t\u00f4i y\u00eau m\u1ebfn nh\u01b0 anh ch\u1ecb em; h\u1ecd c\u0169ng kh\u1ed5. T\u00f4i \u0111\u00e3 c\u00f3 tho\u1ea3 thu\u1eadn n\u00e0y v\u1edbi Li\u00ean Hoa Sinh: N\u1ebfu t\u00f4i ph\u1ea3i \u1edf l\u1ea1i v\u00e0 ch\u1ecbu kh\u1ed5 \u0111\u1ec3 cho c\u00f3 m\u1ed9t s\u1ed1 trong \u0111i\u1ec1u \u0111\u00f3 c\u00f3 th\u1ec3 gi\u00fap lau s\u1ea1ch v\u00e0 l\u00e0m thu\u1ea7n khi\u1ebft cho b\u1ea1n c\u0169ng nh\u01b0 t\u00f4i, \u0111i\u1ec1u \u0111\u00f3 s\u1ebd l\u00e0 ph\u00fac l\u00e0nh l\u00e0m sao! \u0110\u00e2y l\u00e0 l\u1eddi c\u1ea7u nguy\u1ec7n c\u1ee7a t\u00f4i. V\u00e0 t\u00f4i kh\u00f4ng ph\u1ea3i l\u00e0 ng\u01b0\u1eddi th\u00edch kh\u1ed5, t\u00f4i c\u00f3 th\u1ec3 \u0111\u1ea3m b\u1ea3o v\u1edbi b\u1ea1n \u0111i\u1ec1u \u0111\u00f3! Nh\u01b0ng t\u00f4i c\u1ea3m th\u1ea5y \u00e2n hu\u1ec7 \u0111\u00f3, ph\u00fac l\u00e0nh \u0111\u00f3, \u0111ang nh\u1eb9 nh\u00e0ng \u0111\u1ea9y t\u00f4i v\u00e0o trong kh\u1ed5 \u0111\u00f3.<\/p>\n V\u00e0 t\u1ea1i \u0111i\u1ec3m n\u00e0y, t\u1eeb nghi\u00ean c\u1ee9u nh\u1eefng g\u00ec t\u00f4i \u0111\u00e3 h\u1ecdc \u0111\u01b0\u1ee3c \u1edf gi\u00e1o hu\u1ea5n c\u1ee7a \u0110\u1ea1i s\u01b0 v\u1ec1 trung \u1ea5m, ch\u1ebft kh\u00f4ng ph\u1ea3i l\u00e0 k\u1ebb th\u00f9. C\u0169ng nh\u01b0 \u00fd ngh\u0129 c\u1ee7a ch\u00fang ta kh\u00f4ng b\u1ecb coi l\u00e0 k\u1ebb th\u00f9… V\u00e0 s\u1ef1 s\u1ed1ng kh\u00f4ng l\u00e0 k\u1ebb th\u00f9. S\u1ef1 s\u1ed1ng l\u00e0 c\u00e1i g\u00ec \u0111\u00f3 vinh quang, v\u00ec trong s\u1ef1 s\u1ed1ng n\u00e0y ch\u00fang ta c\u00f3 th\u1ec3 \u0111\u00e1nh th\u1ee9c \u0111\u01b0\u1ee3c ng\u01b0\u1eddi m\u00e0 ch\u00fang ta th\u1ef1c s\u1ef1 l\u00e0.<\/p>\n Cho n\u00ean t\u00f4i c\u1ea7u xin b\u1ea1n – t\u1eeb t\u1eadn \u0111\u00e1y l\u00f2ng – \u0111\u1eebng l\u00e3ng ph\u00ed c\u01a1 h\u1ed9i b\u1ea1n \u0111ang c\u00f3, trong khi b\u1ea1n v\u1eabn c\u00f2n t\u01b0\u01a1ng \u0111\u1ed1i m\u1ea1nh kho\u1ebb, \u0111\u1ec3 l\u00e0m vi\u1ec7c v\u1edbi \u0111i\u1ec1u \u0110\u1ea1i s\u01b0 cung c\u1ea5p cho b\u1ea1n…Th\u1ea7y bi\u1ebft c\u00e1ch l\u1ea5y ra nh\u1eefng \u0111i\u1ec3m thi\u1ebft y\u1ebfu \u0111\u1ec3 n\u00f3i v\u00e0 d\u1ea1y v\u1ec1 \u0110\u1ea1i To\u00e0n thi\u1ec7n l\u00e0 th\u1ebf n\u00e0o, v\u00e0 th\u1ea7y bi\u1ebft c\u00e1ch \u0111\u01b0a b\u1ea1n \u0111\u1ebfn \u0111\u00f3 trong tim. \u0110i\u1ec1u \u0111\u00f3 l\u00e0 quan tr\u1ecdng th\u1ebf: v\u00e0 \u0111\u1eb7c bi\u1ec7t khi b\u1ea1n \u0111ang s\u1eb5n s\u00e0ng \u0111\u1ec3 ch\u1ebft.<\/p>\n Cho n\u00ean t\u00f4i \u1edf \u0111\u00e2y \u0111\u1ec3 n\u00f3i l\u1eddi ch\u00e0o t\u1ea1m bi\u1ec7t. \u00cdt nh\u1ea5t, cho th\u1eddi gian quanh \u0111\u00e2y… T\u00f4i mu\u1ed1n ch\u00e0o t\u1ea1m bi\u1ec7t t\u1ea5t c\u1ea3 c\u00e1c b\u1ea1n, nh\u1eefng ng\u01b0\u1eddi \u0111\u00e3 tr\u1edf th\u00e0nh anh ch\u1ecb em t\u00f4i, nh\u1eefng ng\u01b0\u1eddi trong c\u00e1c b\u1ea1n m\u00e0 t\u00f4i bi\u1ebft nh\u01b0ng kh\u00f4ng c\u00f3 \u0111\u1eb7c \u00e2n \u0111\u01b0\u1ee3c bi\u1ebft k\u0129 h\u01a1n, nh\u1eefng ng\u01b0\u1eddi trong c\u00e1c b\u1ea1n m\u00e0 t\u00f4i th\u1eadm ch\u00ed c\u00f2n ch\u01b0a t\u1eebng g\u1eb7p… T\u00f4i c\u00f3 c\u1ea3m gi\u00e1c r\u1eb1ng trong v\u00f2ng s\u00e1u th\u00e1ng t\u1edbi \u0111\u00e2y t\u00f4i c\u00f3 th\u1ec3 ch\u1ebft. M\u00e0 c\u0169ng c\u00f3 th\u1ec3 ch\u1ec9 trong ba th\u00e1ng n\u1eefa th\u00f4i. Cho n\u00ean t\u00f4i gi\u1eef t\u1ea5t c\u1ea3 c\u00e1c b\u1ea1n trong tim t\u00f4i, v\u00e0 t\u00f4i th\u1ea5y c\u00e1c b\u1ea1n \u0111\u1ec1u ng\u1eddi ng\u1eddi x\u00e1n l\u1ea1n. Kh\u00f4ng c\u00f3 b\u00f3ng t\u1ed1i. \u0110\u00f3 ch\u1ec9 l\u00e0 \u00e1nh s\u00e1ng to\u1ea3 ra t\u1eeb tim Li\u00ean Hoa Sinh, th\u1ea5m nhu\u1ea7n t\u1ea5t c\u1ea3 ch\u00fang ta. Nh\u1edd ph\u00fac l\u00e0nh c\u1ee7a c\u00e1c th\u1ea7y.<\/p>\n <\/p>\n T\u1eeb \u201cS\u00e1ch T\u00e2y T\u1ea1ng v\u1ec1 s\u1ed1ng v\u00e0 ch\u1ebft\u201d, Ph\u1ee5 l\u1ee5c 3 Hai c\u00e2u chuy\u1ec7n